10 years ago my heart shattered about life. The biggness of the world. My belonging in this world. The cruelty of human beings. The level of numbness that human beings use to survive in this world. Humans exploiting life, animals, plants and other human beings. The robotic way of spending a whole life working to make somebody else rich. The frantic zombie-like chase of money and success. I didn't know then, but I was grieving. A grief that was bigger than my being. An ancient grief that...
about 1 month ago • 1 min read
It’s May 20th. Today is my birthday, and I want to celebrate it this morning by writing in this space. For me, this writing space is about being at my edge. It’s also about sharing what I’ve been discovering and making invitations to be, play and work together. This week, I’ve been discovering how much of my orientation is about controlling what others think of me. The sensation is that I walk around not looking through my own eyes, but through the eyes of others looking back at me. It’s...
about 1 month ago • 2 min read
The Gameworld Builder training last month was devastating for me. But mostly it was expansive. What I thought was a Gameworld has shrunk and grown. I'm entering a completely new territory of Gameworld building. And I want you to come with me! Even as I'm writing this email, I keep coming back to these questions: ~ What is the quality of relating you want to cause in the world with your gameworld? ~ Is what you're doing right now leading to the kind of relating you want more of? ~ What kind of...
about 2 months ago • 2 min read
I discovered something yesterday. Some Emotional Healing Processes have given me back YEARS of my life. I was in the kitchen with the kids. We were listening to Moana's voyagers music... I was doing laundry... Cleaning the dishes... I was picking up the LEGO... All of a sudden... the Music hits me. I start feeling higher-intensity Sadness. I allow myself to feel sad, to cry, to make sounds. As I let it get bigger, the information comes. Men in my life haven't modelled feeling Sadness...
about 2 months ago • 1 min read
Hey there! It's Saturday morning here. And this is what's been alive for me. There’s a part of me which is so committed to being a cog in the machine. And I’m done with it. I’m throwing a wrench in that machine. Clink!!! Kong!!! Kung!!! FANKHKHK! IJJJHHHHHHHFF! CUGHHHH! FAAAAHzzz! BHURRRrrrbb… Indigenous cultures are being hijacked and consumed by something called modern culture. But modern culture is not actually a culture. It's an anti-culture (as I learned from Ian MacKenzie). Modern...
about 2 months ago • 1 min read
Being at the Edge is Edgeworking. Being at the Edge of a Culture is Cultural Edgeworking. If culture were a round table... The center of the table is the culture's point of origin. And the edge is where the table ends. Beyond that edge, things fall out of the domain of that culture. Modern culture has an edge. Modern culture thoughtware says that beyond that edge: It's treacherous and dangerous You'd surely die There's nothing else out there, just unusable space It's inhumane Don't even...
about 2 months ago • 1 min read
Do you ever wonder how some humans seem to endlessly create, connect, and stay engaged in alignment without burning out? These humans are taking a big stand. They are jacked into forces bigger than themselves. Most certainly, they are jacked into: → Generosity → Regeneration Regeneration + Generosity ?= Regenerosity. I’ve been experimenting with jacking into Regenerosity and discovering something fascinating. There are archetypal forces here and now available for collaboration when you get...
about 2 months ago • 1 min read
I was going to start by writing "Life Update". But then realized —it's not exactly what I wanted to write. I'm Starting Over. It's Friday, a great time to Shift and Start Over. My start over for today is about the way I create. I have a few things on the burner that I want to share. The Alchemy of Resentment Resentment gets in the way of what I want to create. I have a deep-rooted resentment about hating the world for betraying me. This ripples out in unconscious ways into my creations and my...
about 2 months ago • 3 min read
What if you...Stop trying to fix yourself.Hit bottom. Get real. Drop the front. Start over.Let your heartbreak become your new point of origin.Together.In an intimate, clear, committed, transformative and empowering space.Join the Expand The Box in Vancouver To all the new subscribers to my newsletter... Thank you for joining, and WELCOME! I feel joy to connect and meet new beings committed to healing, transformation and creating what doesn't exist yet. I hope you find these words as...
2 months ago • 2 min read